Being in love

 

 Those dreamy eyes unfasten,

 An air of warmth into my nights.

 Your arms blanket me into a world of their own,

Making me sink into your heartbeats,

And erase my unwanted memories.

 Love is strange,

And how it gets into your veins,

Is even more ridiculous.

The grass looks greener,

the days are brighter,

and a smile plays on your lips,

making you wonder at your happiness.

The Path

Tall trees,
shooting up to the skies
tunnelled into a path.
Ferns unfurled a wet scent,
into the air,
little tree plants bloom into
tiny yellow petals.
Like green grasshoppers capering
around wild blades of grass
with white ricey flowers
I trampolined.

The wind plucked a note in the areca palms,
to reverberate a thrill
into the darkening patches.
The withered leaves rustled
a breath of protest
as I walked upon them
to reach my destination.

Green mossy walls denied
trespassers to stray upon
untrodden mucky stretches.
Some squatting frogs
with bulging eyes,
stared at me.
Slow careful steps
to plod across
the croaker.

At a turn
the light of the sun
danced upon the huge banyan,
braiding its root into
the earth.
The leaves sieved the light,
and the splendour of the sun,
broke into a golden sparkle,
blinding me with a radiance
I stayed long,
breathing into the halo.
Now I walk with a veil of light,
around my eyes

Maths and fear

The moment he entered the class,
I could feel something creeping down my spine.
As he moved between the benches,
Checking each of our notes,
There was a revolt
That would rise constantly,
From the pit of my stomach.
A deafening darkness
Fell into my eyes,
As I tried to concentrate,
And listen to what he was explaining,
But all I could hear,
Were the echoes of my heart
Rebounding in my ears.
I would cringe
As he moved closer,
To snatch my notebook.
No prayers made the sums easier,

My pages were smudged, erased and dirty,
But never correct.
He taught us maths,
I learned fear,
Fear of being ridiculed,

Of laying bare my ignorance.

Mourning

The air was thick, 

heavy and clouded with uncertainty.

We all huddled in the house uneasily,
Waiting for the rituals to be completed,

Unsettled and lost,

Because the lady of the house,

Lay in a white shroud, cold and frigid.

An expression of peace had settled on her 

face ,

For today all her children were near her,
the way she always wanted.

Today, it was her turn,

to disappear from our eyes,

the way we used to,

as she looked on.

People streamed into the house,
Whispering ,afraid to scatter the silence,
Paying their homage,
Sympathizing at our loss.

Grandpa though was in a frenzy,

Running around the house,
Making arrangements,
Calling out for needs,

Bursting out at the lack of response,
Scolding others for their inaction.

Dad buried in grief,
Looked at his mother,
Asked grandpa to sit a while.
He stared and replied,
“Sitting doesn’t make things happen.”

And he was back,
frantically, settling everything right.

All had been set.

It was time to take her,
For once, grandpa sat beside her,
His eyes searching all about her,
As he ran his hands all over her ,
As if to be assured for one last time,
That she would not heed to his calls anymore,
No more angry retorts,
No more of disagreements.
A low whimpering rose from him
as he buckled down to the grief.

Grandpa

We the zestful, effervescent, unruly creatures,

Exploded into the quietness of our ancestral home,

With our hands on everything we could get onto,

We were not the angels you could dream of,

Maybe you could call us, pixies.

The magic that worked on us,
 Was our grandpa’s wand.

Our guardian angel was a little different though.

His features were all sharp and well defined,

Like the rules that he had set for the house.

His thin shrivelled hands,

Chiselled face, high brows

Oh those cheekbones!!!!

Even his eyes could pierce us through.

God had left no soft corners in his profile,

Yet his smile could melt icebergs,

And burn a sparkle in his eyes,

Lighting the whole world around him.

His diary, his newspaper, his accounts,

Everything had its time and place in his life.

No matter what, everything happened on time,

And in the right way.

But he would let us disappear into the wilderness around,

To wander, to explore, to discover, to learn,

To be on our own.
We would invade the jungles of our imagination,
Run wild, as we tried to conquer the tallest trees,
set out as soldiers on a secret mission,
unraveling mysteries,
fall and stumble upon  unseen corners.
And in our excitement, start to overlook our old man's rules,
assuming us to be a little beyond his reach.

Only to realize that he could maneuver all around the house,

And that slow walker,

Could change his pace any time,

To bring us right back into his line of discipline.

His care was strange, expressed in his firm rules,
  stranger, his love,
 oscillating between his retributions,
and  his endearing kisses  breathed on our foreheads.

Redefining Bravery

Sometimes you need not lift mountains,

Or fight huge battles,

for being brave.

To find a dead rat in your lawn in the most ghastly fashion,

And to bury that,

Does take some amount of courage.

 Well I can call myself brave!!!